PUZZLING CONTRAST...

How much ever I wonder
I haven't the slightest clue
To this day, I keep puzzling
How you do what you do

What is it that I feel so intensely for you?
I sometimes wonder
All these feelings get so confusing
And at times, they do bother

I'll never understand, how much ever I try
I have contrasting feelings for you, at the same time
And though they confuse me always, I must admit
They make me feel so light, yet grand and at times, sublime

Because you are so gorgeous
I look at you and I think I'm filled with vicious lust
But, surprisingly, its not just the desire that eats me away
I'm longing for something much more, which is better than the best

And then, my heart cries out of hurt, from somewhere deep within
When I see even a single tear in your eye
But I am much more glad
When its me you are crying for, because I know, eyes don't lie

One thing I know for sure
That nothing can ever tear us apart
Yet, I am so scared of the thought of loosing you
And this fear is very deeply-seated in my heart

Sometimes, you are amazing and you enthrall me
So much that I get tried of being just 'me'
At times, you are irksome and you enrage me
Yet, all I want is the happening of 'WE'!!!